Kurt Cobain Journals

This is not to be taken seriously.

this is not to be read as opinions.

It is to be read as poetry.

It's obvious that I am on the educated level of about 10th grade in High school. Its obvious that these words were not thought out or even reread. This writing style is what I like to call thru the perspective of a 10th grader, her/his attempt at showing that no matter what level of intelligence one is on, we all question love and lack of love and fear of love.

Its good to question authority, and to fight it just to make things a bit less boring,but i've always reverted back to the conclusion that man is not redeemable and words that dont necessarily have their expected meanings can be used descriptively in a sentence as ARt. True english is so fucking boring. And this little pit-stop we call life, that we so seriously worry about is nothing but a small, over the weekend jail sentence, compared to what will come with death.

Life isn't nearly as sacred as the appreciation of passion.

Excerpts form Kurt Cobain Jurnals-- If You Read, You'll Judge.

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I grew up with my 2 older brothers beside me, so its not really a surprise that I had to get used to the sounds of STP, Megadeath, Silverchair, NIRVANA and the likes. I learned to appreciate these music--who am i kidding? I LOVED IT! The ear crushing sound that these musicians create may be annoying to some..even its lyrics may sound senseless..but it did made a difference on me..I listened. I was curious with the messages that they are trying to relay thru their songs. You see, as a kid whenever i go to booksale stores, I browse through the oldest books on sale that has been passed on-- "god knows how many times" and I always check if there are any personal dedication in it,these are books that were given as a gift..Its good to know that the book that im about to purchase has its own story to tell besides its content.The dedication though is just a hint, how this book touched many lives - will forever be a mystery to me.

This is somewhat similar with how NIRVANA caught my interest, I was curious of how he came up with such thoughts..I wanted to know the person behind the message of the song, I wanted to know his story..how he thinks..his experiences... Kurt - the songwriter is a mystery to me.

Lets not talk about how I felt when the news about his death came out--(like a girlfriend begging for an explanation perhaps??hahahah!)A person with such talent is suppose to be living life to the fullest!

This excerpt from his journal left me thinking...it made me wonder if he killed himself in favor of HIMSELF to move on from what he considered as "over the weekend jail sentence" but then life is exactly that..a passing. Life indeed is just a part of a whole journey...so people don't let life stress you out:-)always remember that Life is full of love you will never run out of it just keep your heart open at all times-- this should keep your sanity until you're ready to face a new chapter in your journey. You got a good point Kurt--however, I still believe that you will never appreciate the beauty of what wil come with death, not until you experience the importance of life. Let life takes its course..sail with the Lord and you'll never get lost.

Buy the book, its a good read--even if you're not a NIRVANA fan, it will make you realize the importance of the basic things in life that we often take forgranted.

Got the display copy from Fully Booked(sold out at Fully Booked in Serendra), I heard it's limited, not sure though.

~vidabelle~